a follow-up to my Jan. 3 post. . .
His practice at the end of chapter twenty-three is called “Don’t Know Mind,” and it’s probably yet another example of this book offering me exactly what I need at the very moment I need it. This will become my core meditation during this week of silent retreat, and I think it’s worth copying here. It can be found on p. 381 of The Wise Heart.
Sit quietly and easily. Focus on your breath or body. When you feel settled, bring to mind a time ten years
ahead. Recognize that you don’t
know what will happen then. Feel
the not knowing and relax with it.
Think of the earth spinning through space with hundreds of thousands of
people being born and dying every day.
Where does each life come from?
How did it start? What
changes are ahead for us? There
are so many things we don’t know.
Feel the truth of don’t-know mind, relax, and become comfortable with
it.
Now, bring to mind a conflict, inner or outer. Be aware of all the thoughts and opinions you have about how things should be , about how other people should be. Now recognize that you don’t really know. Maybe the wrong thing will lead to something better. You don’t know.
Consider how it would be to approach yourself, the situation, the other people with don’t-know mind. Don’t know. Not sure. No fixed opinion. Allow yourself to want to understand anew. Approach it with don’t-know mind, with openness.
How does resting in don’t-know mind affect the situation? Does it improve it, make it wiser, easier? More relaxed?
Practice don’t-know mind until you are comfortable resting in uncertainty, until you can do your best and laugh and say, “Don’t know.”